I still can’t say I practice what I preach. But I do want to share an inspirational story with you.
I recently rewatched a TED talk video that I related to after receiving my idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis diagnosis. The video conveys a message I try to remember when I am having a good day, and forgive myself for not remembering when I am having a bad one.
The video comes from a former Olympic-class cross-country skier from Australia. Her name is Janine Shepherd, and her life changed forever when a truck hit her as she was training on a bike, putting her in a wheelchair. Her TED talk is called “A Broken Body Is Not a Broken Person.”
Many of us with IPF struggle with the loss of our physical abilities after our diagnosis. If you do, I encourage you to watch the video to soak up Janine’s inspiring message.
Since I was diagnosed with IPF, I’ve had a rapid decline in lung function, significantly impacting my ability to do anything. As a result, I often focus on what I am no longer able to do.
The physical activities I grieve most about are playing underwater hockey and running. I miss many other facets of my old life as well. Some are as simple as going from floor to floor in my house without feeling short of breath or moving about without becoming tangled in oxygen tubing.
Janine explains in the video that she once defined herself by her body. Being physically active and competing was all she ever knew.
On some level, I think we all feel this way. That’s because our physical abilities are usually what enable us to do what we enjoy. On the flip side, there is so much more to us than the physical. This is the message Janine conveys that I want to focus more on in my day–to–day living.
She also discusses hitting rock bottom: coming home from the hospital confined to a wheelchair, wondering if she would ever have a good life again. In retrospect, it was the perfect time to start something new, she contends.
Letting go of her life as an athlete actually gave her a sense of freedom, she says. It offered her a chance to explore the infinite possibilities outside world-class sport.
I have yet to find her strength and perspective because I keep thinking about all I have lost physically. But I see the value and truth in her message. Although my physical losses cannot compare with Janine’s, anyone with IPF can relate to the idea of a new path — one much different from the one we should have been on.
I may never be able to run again. But maybe I can be an advocate for pulmonary fibrosis organ donation, inspiring others through public speaking. Or, instead of playing underwater hockey, maybe I can help establish support groups for young adults with lung diseases. After all, I have training that would enable me to do this. The bottom line is that I want to use my experience to make someone else’s life easier.
Although on some days it doesn’t feel like it, there are endless ways to make a contribution when we think positively and creatively. Janine discusses creativity in her video. She says the biggest creative challenge she has ever faced was rebuilding a life that would be drastically different from the one she had.
Although I don’t need to rebuild my life as a result of IPF, I do need to adjust it. And when I’m doing that, I need to remember that I can do an awful lot beyond the physical.
In a few days, when I am having a bad stretch, it may be hard to take Janine’s message to heart, as I’m doing now. That’s why I wrote it down in this column. Let me leave you with this thought of hers: “Although our bodies may be limited, it is our spirits that are unstoppable.”
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