[crystal-m]

Hello my name is Crystal.  I feel like if I want to live and give myself a second chance at life, then I have no choice..per say….then to choose a double lung transplant. Knowing that I’m going to trade in one disease for a whole set of another diseases and illnesses and side effects and symptoms and possibly death. How crazy scary is that? Who wants that?  Hence the anxiety and depression. Oh heck, my anxiety and depression started long ago when diagnosed 5 years ago. I am 48-years-old. A total rollercoaster of emotions.