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I do no what to think or feel I’m 48 and got mctd/pulmonary fibrosis I know it’s normal.ro have ‘bad’ days the meds they put me on mycophenolate I can take when IV no infection but soon and I have I need to stop not forgetting the mood swings I get with them great I already have bipolar I’m so mad at the world what right as it to give me a death sentence I can’t even cry im so mad and sad for my 15yr old what about him? I’m trying so hard to be positive and I am most the time ,my lung function as decreased but not sure what to till I see Dr next week but I could tell the difference in myself as I told Dr other month life is so unfair and so cruel