If you’re like me, you may have different reactions to the phrase “advocate for yourself.” I get it.
Your experience, upbringing and background may embrace this message wholeheartedly, or you may shrink back from it either because you were taught not to advocate for yourself, or you simply don’t know how. That makes sense.
The simple truth is that advocating for ourselves is essential as we live our lives and seek treatment for pulmonary fibrosis (PF).
Let me clarify. To me, advocating for yourself means being in tune with and caring for yourself, standing up for yourself, fighting for yourself, or having someone fight for you when needed.
We are walking a path few walk. We need essentials like oxygen and specialized types of medications and treatments few know about.
Some of us have medical professions who are in tune with us, and educate us well about what is happening to our lungs and health, and advocate for us to get what we need.
All too frequently, we also have medical professionals who do not educate us, or advocate for what we need.
They may be constrained by what is available in their geographical area, limited by what their higher-ups and insurance will approve, or be overwhelmed by the number of patients for whom they are providing care.
I’ve had both experiences.
Two years ago, my husband and I sat in a pulmonologist’s office where he told us I had a few months to a year to live. He said I had rapidly declining PF, and recommended palliative care (“We can’t do anything for you – let’s make you comfortable”). We were shocked, stunned and weren’t thinking clearly. This was the first I heard I had a terminal illness.
Did I pop up and advocate for myself? No, I did not. I couldn’t, I was confused, discombobulated, grieving and processing.
It wasn’t until a month later when I shared the news with my co-workers, that a friend recommended I pay for a second opinion outside of my insurance company (who employed my doctor). She recommended someone who had done wonders for a friend of hers.
I’ll write more about that in another post, but the short version of the story is that my new pulmonologist said I was declining rapidly because I was on the wrong medication. He had me switch to another med that kept me stable for 12 months. He also referred me to the University of California, San Francisco for additional consultation.
My first doctor wanted to refer me outside of his employer/insurance company, but his boss wouldn’t allow it.
They were just waiting for me to die.
Needless to say, I dropped them a few months later and have a different insurance company and doctors. The great news is it’s been two years since then, and although I have worsened a bit over the past year, I’m still here and feeling better on a different medication and higher oxygen levels.
My friend advocated for me by suggesting a referral to someone she trusted, and my new pulmonologist advocated for me when I couldn’t.
Advocating for yourself doesn’t mean being argumentative or being a bully.
It doesn’t mean not caring about those who aren’t fighting for you. It does means coming alongside yourself as a caring and protective friend. Why? Because God made you a precious and valuable person, one worthy of love, care, and protection.
You may not have grown up being given positive messages like this. You may not have had others in your life see your needs and step in to protect you or guide you. I’m sorry if this is your story. If so, it makes it harder as an adult with a terminal illness to instinctually know what to do to advocate for yourself. It makes it harder to believe you are worth fighting for. You are.
It’s not too late! You can learn how and I’m here to help.
I’ve had to advocate for myself a lot in the past two years. I’ve fought for tests, specialists, medication, oxygen, appointments and equipment. I’ve filed claims against a major health provider with the state of California.
I also gave up, not taking the next step against said insurance company because I was worn out.
I didn’t have the strength at that time. I just couldn’t do it. There’s no shame in that. We can do only what we can.
Right now I’m in a place where I can advocate for myself. I just had a victory after a five-month battle to get liquid oxygen delivered to my home (I’ll tell you more about that another time). The reality is that the time is coming when I won’t have the strength to advocate for myself. I’ll need someone to help me do that.
I’m a bulldog when I need to be, and don’t give up when there is injustice. My hope is to share some tips with all of you to help you advocate for yourself. I also would love to have you share with all of us what has worked for you. We all can support and learn from one another.
You are worth it. You matter. The life you still have to live matters. Every breath matters, and your quality of life matters.
I really hope this encouragement to advocate for yourself helps. I don’t know exactly what you are dealing with, but I know it is a lot.
What I do know is that you are worth the fight. You are worth advocating for. If you aren’t able to fight for yourself, you will need to get some help from others.
I would love to get your input.
What stood out to you? How have you been able to advocate for yourself? When is it the hardest? What do you need to advocate for yourself?
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