How Writing Helped Me Maneuver Detours and Work With My Limitations

I had an epiphany last week: It’s hard to find a job!

My first thought was that it must be my age. My experience doesn’t matter because I don’t fit into the work culture. (I’d never heard of “work culture” until I saw it on LinkedIn.)

My second thought was that it’s my rare illness, lymphocytic interstitial pneumonia. Does my disability not fit in, either?

I always thought that being a college professor would help me land on my feet, but things aren’t going well for me. I have come up against brick walls.

I understand that we all want to get back to normal after this pandemic, but my “normal” has changed.

I’ve had to recognize some of my limitations. The only problem is that, in this job market, I seem to be the only one recognizing these limitations.

Now it’s time to think of a different game plan. I will have to work with my limitations and find a new adventure.

Using my sociological degree (I want to put it to good use!), I must decide how to maneuver through our society and find my path. Following is my thought process:

1. My age may be a deterrent for some, but I can use it to my benefit in certain ways, such as writing!
2. OK, so I have a rare illness that imposes limitations. Well, there are always remote jobs that I can do, such as, well, writing!

(Photo by Ann Reynoso)

Where do I begin?

First, I’ll let you in on a little secret.

I learned how to use Instagram not too long ago. It’s the easiest thing I have done in terms of social media. When I received my diagnosis, I decided to join a community of people who understood the fight I had ahead of me. I wanted to hear others’ stories about going through life with a rare illness. They became a wonderful source of therapy.

While on Instagram, I decided to follow organizations that pertained to my illness because I believe that there is always something to learn. I came across a website called Pulmonary Fibrosis News, whose parent company is BioNews. This caught my attention because there were people like me writing about their life experiences with rare illness. I thought, this is exactly what I’ve been looking for. I was grateful for others that could understand my limitations.

I continued to read the patients’ columns and could identify with all they were going through. It felt nice to know that I wasn’t the only small dot on the map. I thought it would be wonderful to write down my every pain, struggle, joy, and accomplishment as a pulmonary fibrosis patient.

(Photo by Ann Reynoso)

I had a real breakthrough when I saw a job listing for a pulmonary fibrosis patient to join their team as a columnist. I applied and interviewed with some of the kindest people I’ve ever met, Brittany Foster and Matthew Lafleur, who each write their own columns.

We only spoke a few words before I knew that I had to be a part of this team. My interview felt comfortable and safe. I did not feel embarrassed, nor did I feel I had to explain my illness. (I was using oxygen during my interview.) They both saw me as a “real” person and not a person with an illness. It was as if they thought, “That person doesn’t have an illness, that person has a future.”

I am a freelance writer now, and in my column, I write about everyday life as it happens. Life doesn’t always work out the way you’d planned, so you adjust. I no longer feel that I have limitations — just detours. Yet, I feel as if I have arrived at my destination.

I believe I am as capable as anyone else of pursuing my goals. My writing frees me. It comforts me. I have no limitations when I am writing. I have a new adventure, and I am grateful for the opportunity that Pulmonary Fibrosis News has offered me.

I think my next adventure will be convincing my family that the best Christmas present is office supplies!

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