I Have COVID-19. Here’s What Happened

I Have COVID-19. Here’s What Happened
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I am taking a deep breath as I announce to my beloved online community the following: I have COVID-19. I also have idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis (IPF). Until now, I thought this combination would be fatal, but I am here to tell you that this isn’t necessarily true.

I’m a fairly private person, contrary to popular belief considering I’m a columnist writing about life with a chronic lung disease, so initially I didn’t want to share this news publicly. However, I feel obligated to share my COVID-19 experience with the pulmonary fibrosis community.

One word I might use to describe the experience is “chaos.”

After waking up with a 102-degree fever, a headache, and chills so bad I wanted to crawl out of my skin, I was initially swabbed for COVID-19 as a high-risk patient over three weeks ago. My doctor told me she had decided to send me to the emergency room after noticing a rash that developed on my chest two days after the initial symptoms appeared. The rash prompted the ER doctor to swab me.

In addition to a chest X-ray, I had bloodwork done that showed significantly elevated C-reactive protein, a marker of inflammation.

Onset of a COVID-19 rash. (Photo by Charlene Marshall)

The intense symptoms of fever, headache, and chills began to subside within days of first appearing. I also experienced muscle fatigue and general malaise. I anxiously awaited my swab results to be uploaded online, but my doctor called first, saying my test was negative.

We both were surprised, as the symptoms I’d been experiencing felt unlike any virus I’d ever had. My doctor noted that my bloodwork wasn’t indicative of a bacterial infection that might have explained the high fever.

We decided to wait, and she called every day to check in. She trusted me to self-monitor my symptoms, given my knowledge of IPF and how it affects my body .

While my first COVID-19 swab was two days after the onset of symptoms, my second one happened 11 days later. By then, the intense symptoms of fever, persistent headache, and chills mostly had subsided, but I was now experiencing respiratory symptoms. As an IPF patient, this made me anxious and scared.

When my doctor called again, she learned that my shortness of breath had worsened and that I’d developed a dry cough, especially during inhalation. I told her I also had pressure in my chest that felt like someone was cupping their hands around my rib cage and squeezing. She sent me to an assessment center to be swabbed again. The second swab came back positive for COVID-19.

As the respiratory component of the virus worked its way through my system, I was hospitalized a couple times because I needed higher amounts of oxygen than my portable oxygen concentrator and tanks could provide. I reduced my oxygen needs, albeit slowly, and returned home within a couple days of going to the hospital each time.

More than four weeks have passed since the start of my symptoms, and I believe I have beaten COVID-19. However, before I am considered officially recovered, I need to be swabbed two more times at least 24 hours apart, and each needs to be negative.

I will be swabbed again in a couple of days, so we’ll see what that reveals.

While the physical symptoms of COVID-19 have nearly subsided, I have a lot of work to do with the emotional side of this virus. It is scary knowing I have an illness that has killed so many people around the world, and that is constantly making headlines in the news.

The hardest part for me was telling those I love most that my second swab came back positive for the virus. Some cried because of fear and anxiety, and I couldn’t do anything to comfort them other than reassure them that physically, I was OK.

When I hear the word “COVID,” I now feel triggered and tearful.

The emotional aspect of having this virus also will subside with time, but it was one of the reasons I didn’t want to share with the PF community that I was COVID-19 positive. However, my commitment to this community is to always be transparent and honest to those living with IPF. I want to share with you that given my experience, contracting COVID-19 as a patient with IPF is not always fatal and can be managed.

Stay safe out there, friends.

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Thanks for stopping by my column! My name is Charlene Marshall and I was diagnosed officially with Idiopathic Pulmonary Fibrosis (IPF) on April 7 2016 after 13 months of various tests, hospitalizations and misdiagnoses, such as bronchitis and asthma. Due to my age, the specialist disclosed that he was unsure how the IPF would manifest itself in terms of progression, and whether it would be fast or slow and what the course of my illness might look like. Not much has changed since then, meaning there is still a lot that remains unknown, which is largely due to my age and how “rare” it is for someone under 30 to receive a diagnosis of IPF. That being said, a lot has changed for me in the time since diagnosis and I am looking forward to sharing some of those changes with you through this online platform, and I invite you along for the ride! Throughout this column I intend to chronicle the experience of living with an invisible, yet fatal disease as a young adult and share some stories about how IPF has impacted every aspect of my life, both good and bad, thus far. I plan on highlighting the challenges (and where I can, the positives…) that come with living with IPF and the impact on social and intimate relationships, finances, family dynamics, facing mortality, infertility, travelling, medication side effects, career goals and so much more as it arises for me as a “new” patient. I hope others’ with similar experiences will reach out as no story trumps any other, nor should any go unheard. For now, let me leave you with some personal details about who I am, outside of my IPF diagnosis. I grew up in a small town in south-western Ontario and still live within Ontario, although in a much bigger city. My favorite sport is/was underwater hockey (yes, it is a thing: look it up on YouTube), I love working with people, I work full-time in the Social Work/Social Services field, I am an avid learner filled with heaps of curiosity for the world, which lead me to start my Masters Degree in 2014. I am in the last few months of my Masters Degree and am looking forward to an upcoming trip to Australia more than I’ve looked forward to anything before. Welcome to the shambles and chaos that is my life!
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Thanks for stopping by my column! My name is Charlene Marshall and I was diagnosed officially with Idiopathic Pulmonary Fibrosis (IPF) on April 7 2016 after 13 months of various tests, hospitalizations and misdiagnoses, such as bronchitis and asthma. Due to my age, the specialist disclosed that he was unsure how the IPF would manifest itself in terms of progression, and whether it would be fast or slow and what the course of my illness might look like. Not much has changed since then, meaning there is still a lot that remains unknown, which is largely due to my age and how “rare” it is for someone under 30 to receive a diagnosis of IPF. That being said, a lot has changed for me in the time since diagnosis and I am looking forward to sharing some of those changes with you through this online platform, and I invite you along for the ride! Throughout this column I intend to chronicle the experience of living with an invisible, yet fatal disease as a young adult and share some stories about how IPF has impacted every aspect of my life, both good and bad, thus far. I plan on highlighting the challenges (and where I can, the positives…) that come with living with IPF and the impact on social and intimate relationships, finances, family dynamics, facing mortality, infertility, travelling, medication side effects, career goals and so much more as it arises for me as a “new” patient. I hope others’ with similar experiences will reach out as no story trumps any other, nor should any go unheard. For now, let me leave you with some personal details about who I am, outside of my IPF diagnosis. I grew up in a small town in south-western Ontario and still live within Ontario, although in a much bigger city. My favorite sport is/was underwater hockey (yes, it is a thing: look it up on YouTube), I love working with people, I work full-time in the Social Work/Social Services field, I am an avid learner filled with heaps of curiosity for the world, which lead me to start my Masters Degree in 2014. I am in the last few months of my Masters Degree and am looking forward to an upcoming trip to Australia more than I’ve looked forward to anything before. Welcome to the shambles and chaos that is my life!
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30 comments

  1. Michele says:

    Thank you so much for sharing your experience Charlene! I am so glad you’re doing better. I have been lurking on the forums since I was diagnosed last July but never posted. You have faced what we are all fearing and it would appear you have won! This will provide so much hope to all of us. I had a telephone appointment with my Dr. I in early April and asked her if there would be a possibility I could survive Covid-19 if I got it and her response was “not a chance”. So well done and keep up the good work!

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Michele,

      Thank you so much for reading my columns and reaching out via the comments. I’m so glad you’re part of our forums community, even just as a member who reads; I hope it has been helpful for you. I truly can say, I believe I have beaten COVID-19 as a patient with compromised lungs, I am just waiting for the swab result(s) to confirm but based on my symptoms, I am almost 100% again. I was uncomfortable with sharing this news at first, because the last thing I wanted to do was worry others, but then I felt like I had an obligation to hopefully provide some ease to other patients. I am still, of course, advocating that everyone take their utmost precaution to avoid getting it but I also didn’t have as difficult of time with it as I anticipated. I’m disappointed to hear your doctor said that, the truth is, no one knows for certain. Stay healthy and thanks again for writing 🙂

  2. Ron Reid says:

    Charlene: Thank you for sharing this; and so sorry that you have had to go through the Covid experience. As someone over 70 with IPF, I have also assumed that catching Covid would be a death sentence. So it is somewhat reassuring to hear that you have survived. We greatly appreciate all your talent in pulling together PFNews, and especially your columns. Godspeed for a full recovery from Covid; in the meantime, I and many others will continue to self-isolate.

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Ron,

      Thank you so much for reading my column and reaching out via the comments. I had those same thoughts; that catching COVID while living with IPF would almost certainly be fatal, even despite the age difference. As a result, I was very scared when my swab came back positive. I am glad it is reassuring to read my story! I am still, of course, encouraging everyone to take all proper precautions to avoid getting the virus, but I also hope it provides some comfort too. Continue to self-isolate and stay safe!
      Charlene.

    • Shirley Leeper says:

      What wonderful news that you have recovered from covid 19. Guess I just assumed at age 92 I would be a goner if I got it. I know you are so much younger than I but IPF we all have to extremely careful. Hang in there Charlene I read your column and pray for you everyday.

      • Charlene Marshall says:

        Hi Shirley,

        Thank you so much for reading my column and connecting via the comments. It is nice to hear from you, and I appreciate your kind words. While not officially recovered yet, as I have to wait for two consecutive swabs that are negative (I have one so far!).. I am indeed feeling almost 100% better. While unpleasant for a few days, I truly believe I ended up with a mild case of COVID which I am thankful for. What I neglected to mention in the article is, as you say, remaining extremely careful and vigilant is important for all of us. Take good care, and thank you again for your kind words and prayers! 🙂 Charlene.

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Thank you so much my friend! Stay safe Piet, and thanks for being such a wonderful member of our forums and PF community. Hugs, Char.

      • Terril McBride says:

        I am so glad you beat this. It’s encouraging to know that a person with IPF had covid19, and got better. It makes me a little less terrified.

        • Charlene Marshall says:

          Hi Terril,

          Thanks so much for reading my columns and reaching out via the comments. I so appreciate your kind words! It was hard to “go public” with this information, but I was hopeful it would ease some anxiety for the IPF/PF community. Of course, it is imperative we do our best to avoid it, but I wanted to share a ‘good news’ story too. Thanks for writing! Charlene.

  3. Tried to leave a five star rating, as I clicked one, my intention was to mark all five. After clicking one star, it already rated the comment. Charlene is wonderful in her work to communicate with other IPF patients.

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Barbara,

      No problem at all, thank you so much for reading my column and for the 5-star rating! I appreciate your kind words, and thank you for being such a wonderful part of our community. I truly believe we’re better together!

  4. Bill K. says:

    Charlene – thanks so much for sharing your experience with us The thought of getting COVID-19 at age 73 with IPF terrifies me, but I haven’t let that fear take over my life. It does compel me to be very careful about where I go, what I do, and who I deal with. So far my town and county have had very few cases of COVID and we do hope to keep it that way. Haven’t been to church for two months but we have been conducting weekly Sunday services on YouTube which has helped, and we have a virtual coffee hour after the service where we can see and talk to our good friends – about as close to normal as we can get. I am glad that you are recovering, it gives us all hope that there is a future after COVID-19. Hoping for your full recovery from the virus.

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Bill,

      Thank you so much for reading my columns and reaching out via the comments. Like you, I was terrified of contracting the virus as a patient living with IPF and ironically enough, we traced it back to getting it from a hospital. I’m glad you haven’t let the fear take over your life, that is important and I’m so glad you continue to take precautions when it comes to all interactions and errands. Despite my surviving it, I should have also included in the article that I am of course still encouraging folks to take all proper precautions to avoid getting the virus. So glad you have virtual options to continue being connected to your community, this is so important. Hang in there, and thanks again for writing. Stay safe! Charlene.

  5. Pam Gilbertson says:

    I’m so sorry to hear you had to go thru this. Thank you for sharing with us, as of course it gives a positive to those of us afraid of contracting the virus. I have PF (hypersensitivity pneumonitis) and have and continue to shelter at home to avoid getting it as much as possible but as my family has to go out on occasion it is still possible I could be exposed.
    Good luck as you continue to recover. I wish you all the BEST !

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Pam,

      Thank you so much for reading my column and for your kind words! My hope was that it would give some encouragement/hope/support to those fearful of catching the virus. It is, of course, very important that we continue to take all precautions to avoid getting the virus but I also wanted to share that I managed with it quite well, as a patient with a lung disease. The possible exposure is scary, but I hope you continue to stay well. Thank you so much for your well wishes 🙂

  6. Thank you for sharing. I am 79, diagnosed this past December. Have yet to come to terms with this, and very resentful of having lost the good health I enjoyed most of my life. Another loss was the ability to sing.

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Cynthia,

      Thanks so much for reading my column and reaching out via the comments. The resentment for what this disease takes from us is very normal, albeit very hard to accept. It is truly unfair, and I’m so sorry you’ve lost the ability to sing. Be gentle with yourself in these months following your diagnosis; I remember them well and they sure are so hard to deal with. Take good care, and reach out anytime, Charlene.

  7. Suzanne says:

    Charlene, thank you so much for sharing your story. I’m sure it was unbelievably scary while you were going through it and I’m just so glad you are on the mend and that you shared your experience. I believe that as time goes by, the emotional aspects of that time will fade although never truly go away.

    As another IPFer, I live in dread of catching it and haven’t left my house since March 9 to try to minimize the risk of catching it. I am quite a bit older than you are but try to eat well and exercise to the extent I can however I know that my chances of being able to beat COVID-19 are slim.

    Thank you and take care as you recover.

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hello my friend,

      Thank you so much for reading my columns, and as always, it is wonderful to hear from you! You’re right – it was very scary when my swab came back positive, but my Doctor was so good. I’ll never forget the look she gave me when she locked eyes with me (sounds romantic, ha!) and reassured me this did not mean I was going to succumb to the virus, as I had previously assumed. She was right! I have some work to do about he emotional aspects of the virus for sure, but with time, I’ll get there. Sharing my story via this column, though not something I wanted to do at first, has been very therapeutic and comforting to know it has helped others.

      I am glad you continue to take all precautions to avoid getting it, this remains top priority for those of us with IPF. Stay safe, and thanks again for writing 🙂
      Charlene.

  8. Robert Bell says:

    Charlene, thanks for sharing and being so open. I’m going to ask my doctor for the antibody test next month. I was sick for 5 wks earlier this year. All the symptoms were there. My first test showed I had flu type A, immediately following that I went back to see if I still had it and I didn’t. They said it wad a bacterial infection but they didn’t do blood work. Then thre next week I had an ear infection. I had been dizzy for 5 wks and then it began to hurt. All of my symptoms could have been the seperate diagnosis but when I look at all the symptoms it could have been Covid. I was in bed a lot with chills, dizzy, lousy my appetite, nothing tasted right, I broke out in a rash, I had diarrhea and even passed blood. I wasn’t coughing a lot but that was because I tried not to move fast. It was hard to breathe. Of course, I’m on oxygen at 3 liters.
    It may have just been several different things but it was at the very beginning of Covid, and was just after I’d been on a domestic flight. Anyway, your article triggered that. I’m doing great now and have even started walking everyday. If I’m tested I’ll let you know.

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Robert,

      Thanks so much for reading my columns and reaching out via the comments. Do let me know what your doctor thinks about the antibodies test, it would be really interesting to hear multiple medical perspectives on this, as I haven’t heard yet that this is available. Unfortunately, the loss of taste and rash are what-my-doctor called “rapidly emerging symptoms of COVID”. So sorry you endured this Robert, it is truly awful. I’m glad you’ve recovered, but do let me know what they say about the COVID antibodies test… kudos to you for walking every day, I know that isn’t easy when dependent on 02. Sending you much love!
      Charlene.

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      You’re such a beautiful friend, Holly (& Christie, too!). So much love back to you both. Thank you for your kind words. xoxo.

  9. Roger Coles says:

    Hi Charlene, thank you very much for your story and I think your story and the emotional roller- coaster that you have gone through is something that’s on the mind of many IPF sufferers. While I have been very lucky with my IPF over the past 3 years, I am constantly watching the developments of COVID in Australia and around the world. I had a COVID swab in hospital last week (nothing to do with IPF) which showed I was negative, but see by your tale that “one swallow doesn’t necessarily makes a summer”. Since coming home from hospital have been tired, coughing more than I ever did in the 3 years previously. Plus, I seem to have a demand for air which I prior going to hospital. While in hospital the doctors said I appeared to have a virus but couldn’t identify the exact nature of this, and had my annual fluvac (vaccination) some 7 weeks previously. Additionally, I am finding my fingers seem to be cold all the time – again something I never had before. So I think I will watch the next week and see what develops. Charlene, once again many thanks for you story which effects all of us. While I am 74 I would like to use up all the frequent flyer points I have amassed once this international health scare is over.. Keep fighting, regards PS If you finally get to come Down Under (Australia) and we have been very lucky with the numbers of deaths we have had from CORONA 19, please let me know, as I would think one of the biggest hospitals we have in Melbourne could organize a catch up with other IPF members in the city.That is if you would like to meet other members and get to chew over the steak on our common and different conditions. Please let me know, as we are a reasonably friendly lot.
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    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Roger,

      Thank you so much for reading my column and reaching out via the comments. As always, it is wonderful to hear from you my friend. I have been thinking of many of my friends and “family” down under often, especially with how difficult the start of the year was for many of you, with the fires! I’m really glad your first swab was negative Roger. While the “error rate” of a false negative is only between 5-10%, it does unfortunately happen and did to me. There is so much they are still learning about this virus, and I wanted to write about my experience to educate others. The cold fingers and hands is something I had too! I spoke with my GP often about this actually. How irritating for you. Have you improved anymore since writing me this note? It will be interesting once an antibody test is developed to see if you had the virus or not.

      I had hoped to come to your beautiful part of the world in 2020 actually, Roger! Sadly, it looks like it might have to be 2021 at this rate but I do plan on coming back. Is the hospital you’re referring to The Alfred? I have an amazing friend there, who had a transplant and is ambassador for the hospital’s transplant program and Lung Foundation Australia. I want to visit him and his family again! I would love to organize a gathering in Melbourne, how amazing would that be? Let’s keep a dialogue open about this!!! Take good care, and I hope you continue to feel better. Write anytime, Roger.

      Hugs to you, Charlene.

  10. Maureen Terhune says:

    Hi Charlene,

    First of all I want to thank you for sharing your COVID-19 diagnosis with those of us who follow your postings. It can’t have been easy. But you can’t imagine what a difference it makes to know that this disease is survivable even when someone has PF. I had presumed that there wasn’t much chance of doing that. You have given so many of us hope in these bleak times.

    Our province has had few cases of the virus and so far there have been no deaths. We are in a Yellow Phase with some relaxed rules, but my husband and I continue to act as if we were still in the Red Phase. It’s safer! Yesterday it was Day 70 of our personal lockdown. Our hair is getting longer – but of course this is trivial compared to what is going on.

    I did wonder where you could have contracted the virus as I am sure you would have been super-cautious. So having learned it was at the hospital, I think I was right to be scared about going to our hospital for routine things. Luckily most of them were cancelled. But when I had to see my family doctor I realised I was really nervous about going to an inside place, and think it was because I hadn’t been inside anywhere except my own home for almost ten weeks. Maybe others have been experiencing anxiety when going to appointments etc.?

    All the very best to all who follow this site. May you all stay well. And thanks to Charlene for her encouragement and this latest sign of hope.

    Maureen

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Maureen,

      Thank you so much for reading my columns and sharing such kind words via the comments. They truly mean a lot to me, especially after a bit of a difficult day… thank you! I had hoped my sharing, as difficult as it was, would provide some hope and comfort to those very anxious about the virus. One thing I neglected to mention was of course, the importance of still doing everything we can and taking all proper precautions to avoid getting the virus if we can. Ironically enough, we contact traced my exposure back to a hospital!

      It is so hard to see some parts of Canada having irresponsible citizens that are extending this lockdown even longer. I know it is important not to open up until it is truly safe, so I agree with you, the personal lockdown is important. I am alongside you and your husband, at day 80 I think.

      It does sound like many are sharing that same anxiety with you my friend, about going out in public after being in lockdown for so long. Did you have your appointment yet? I hope it went well.

      Take good care and feel free to write any time! I truly believe we’re better together 🙂
      Charlene.

  11. Wendy Dirks says:

    I am so terribly sorry you have had to go through this, especially after being so ill last year. What a nightmare. But most of all, I am so glad you survived. I’m sending you a virtual hug. I can’t imagine what we do without you. Much love, Wendy

    • Charlene Marshall says:

      Hi Wendy,

      Thank you so much for writing my friend, it is wonderful to hear from you, as always! After a difficult afternoon, your kind words really lifted my spirits, thank you. It was pretty scary to be diagnosed COVID+, especially after being so careful and only being exposed while having to go for a routine appointment. It was scary mentally, but also disappointed emotionally. Still working through that part! Thank you again for writing – sending big virtual hugs back to you. Much love, and thanks again, Charlene.

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