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PF Changes: From Extrovert to Introvert
After being diagnosed with a life-threatening illness, such as idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis (IPF) it is not uncommon for patients to experience a variety of changes within themselves and those closest to them. It’s hard to quantify all the changes we might experience as patients with IPF, because this disease continually causes us to adapt and cope as it progresses over time.
One of the most prominent changes that I believe I’ve noticed in myself, and others’ have noticed of me as well is my change from an extrovert to an introvert. Before my IPF diagnosis, I used to be extremely social and enjoyed large crowds of people or social events where there would be lots of people to talk to. This didn’t change for me immediately following my diagnosis, but it definitely has. I now really struggle in these situations, and value (and look forward to) being alone, in the quiet and comfort of my own home.
Sadly, I have very little patience for a lot of things others’ do as well and this worries me. That being said, I hear from other patients living with IPF as well as many other people my age that this intolerance or impatience for people isn’t that uncommon. I wouldn’t say generally I am intolerant or impatient with people, however, I really struggle interacting with people who are negative, discouraging of others or are gossiping. We as patients living with IPF, know all too well how short life is so I struggle to engage with others when this is the topic of conversations (and sadly, that happens frequently). I believe this might be one of the reasons I’ve switched from being an extrovert to an introvert.
Have you experienced this change (extrovert to introvert) since your PF/IPF diagnosis? If so, why do you think that is?
What other significant changes would you say you’ve endured since your diagnosis? Steroids aside, I think another significant change that IPF has caused within me is frequency of moodiness. However, I’ll save this topic for another forum post.As always, thanks for sharing!
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