It’s easy to write about because my life has changed drastically over the past three years. But I need to remember that the changes haven’t been all bad. There have been some unexpected gifts along the way. All the same, it is important for me to try to reframe the negatives associated with a life-threatening disease.
Last weekend, I celebrated the upcoming wedding of a childhood friend at a bachelorette party with my girlfriends. I had to make some accommodations and wasn’t able to participate in all the festivities. For example, the girls wanted to end the evening at a bar with crowds of people and dancing, but I declined because of my compromised immune system and fatigue.
However, I encouraged them to attend and even offered to pick them up at the end of the night. It would have been easy to see my inability to attend the entire bachelorette party as a negative, but I felt better than my friends the morning after, which is definitely a positive!
Amid the laughter, wine, and celebrations, I had a moment of reflection and reframing: I was lucky to attend, despite having IPF. My girlfriends and I made wonderful memories that were captured in photos filled with laughter and tears of happiness for the bride. I will be framing many of them so that I can look back on the special weekend.
When thinking about how lucky I was to attend, my mind wandered to my chronically ill friends who are struggling more than I am right now. My heart started to ache.
Many of you have read the tributes to a late member of the BioNews Services team, Serena Lawrence. Pulmonary hypertension and pulmonary veno-occlusive disease took her life nearly a year ago. I know how much I miss her as a friend, so I can’t imagine the pain her closest friends and family endure daily. My heart aches when I think of the years she was robbed of and the memories she should have been able to make with her friends.
I also thought of another friend who is anxiously awaiting a lung transplant. She’s been waiting for months, and her lungs are declining quickly. I know she worries about how much time she has left with her current lungs, and the time it might take to find a donor.
Instead of making memories this summer with her friends and family, she is stuck in the hospital. It isn’t fair for anyone to be in the hospital long-term, but it is unusually cruel to know that a young adult has missed out on her entire summer because of her chronic illness.
Many in our IPF community knew and loved my amazing co-columnist Kim Frederickson. I miss her and often feel her absence in our community. Recently, her friend shared part of a letter she wrote for Kim’s memorial book. The letter focused on what her future grandchildren should know about their late grandmother. I hope that Kim’s family has an abundance of pictures capturing beautiful memories of their time together.
Reframing the losses of chronic illness into something positive is never easy. However, it is crucial for our happiness. I was initially upset that I couldn’t attend all of the festivities this weekend, but I’m lucky that my health was stable enough to allow me to attend.
Amid all of the fun, I thought about my friends who aren’t getting opportunities like I’ve had this summer or those whose lives were cut drastically short because of chronic illness.
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