Yes, I’m so sorry! I just read that he passed, but hadn’t seen that when I sent my first message. My dad feels the same way. It’s been a hard year. He is 86, but before this he was 85 going on 70. Very active, and strong. I can’t forget what they did to him, and I’m not ready to forgive. While he was in the hospital, my mother was also caught up in the covid BS. She died in another hospital. Choked to death. A woman with dementia left alone, behind closed doors. I couldn’t visit either of them. She was not in the hospital because of covid, but had it a month prior…just the sniffles. Her death certificate says “hypoxia” (recent covid). No mention of choking. So anyone would think she died of covid complications. If she had still tested positive, it would have said covid. I just have to try to push it all out of my mind. It was a horrific time for me. I used to think that one could feel safe in a hospital, and hat they want the best for us. That idea has been shattered. I’m starting to question a lot. I’m seeing clearly now, and it’s scary. I tell people what happened with my dad, some are shocked, and some, I can tell don’t really believe me. This has been an eye opener. And I don’t care who I offend when I say that there is something behind all of this.
I’m sorry to go on, as your husband’s death was so recent. I hope we both find peace.
